“Why is it SO hard to meditate?”
We all know we should meditate.
Even Harvard has a ton of research on it. Harvard.
So meditation is definitely a big deal right now.
But even with all these celebrity endorsements, studies and research, most of us have a pretty hard time getting a meditation practice started.
Part of that is because starting anything is challenging. (Another topic for another post).
But a big part of why it’s so hard is because of what happens when we try to meditate.
We sit our cute tushies on the mat or chair, close our eyes, inhale deeply…
And then the noise comes.
A furious storm of random thoughts, memories and judgments starts rushing into our minds.
We get frustrated because this is clearly not IT, this is clearly not the peace we were seeking when we sat down to meditate.
So we open our eyes and go back to our days.
It’s hard, I know.
I’ve definitely been there. Some days I’m still there.
But it turns out that the noise, the monkey mind, is IT.
Well a part of it. One of the most important parts of it actually.
After venting this exact frustration to my meditation teacher, he told me little story about an old room that I’ll now share with you.
Picture a room or a space in your house where forgotten things end up. Old books, CDs (remember those), piles of clothes we always meant to donate. Maybe some cobweb. A cockroach or two. And dust. Layers and layers of dust.
Now what happens when you decide to try to clean this space?
The dust raises. It clouds your vision. It consumes you.
It feels intolerable.
And we run out of the space overwhelmed and frustrated because we didn’t make any progress.
Because that’s what starting to meditate feels like. (At least that’s what it felt like to me)
But it’s important to remember to start slowly, and to be gentle with ourselves.
We’re intentionally looking into a space we haven’t really acknowledged in years, maybe even ever.
It might be overwhelming at first.
A natural part of the process.
Most importantly, you’re not going crazy.
It WILL get easier, more comfortable.
Take it slow.
One breath at a time.
The peace you seek is already yours. It just has some dust on it.
I’d love to know if you can relate to this! And if you can, how did you deal with it?
Remember to share this post with anyone you know who’s had a hard time meditating. They’ll thank you for it.